{permission to hit pause please}
Posted by beatrice clay on November 8th, 2010 . Filed under: my life .
Image by Paul Massey
My stomach is in knots. For some reason I am so incredibly tense and nervous at the moment. My mind is spinning with all the details that need to come together before next week’s Holiday Fete in my town. I’ve known and have been excited about this holiday craft market for sometime, but I’ve been slow to hammer down my product list and now life has thrown it’s usual curveballs and well now I am full of nerves not to mention a spell of melancholia has settled. I just wish I had more time to create and sit quietly and breathe easily, the weekends aren’t long enough and after working an 8 hour day and then 2 hour commute home to a teenager and a poorly trained dog I am usually too swamped to do anything during the weekday evenings. I wish I had more time or better control over the time I do have. I am so trying not to be a debbie downer today but I want to hit pause on everything – my business Beatrice Clay, trying to decorate my nest, trying to find a man, thinking about the future, the whole bit, I just want to hit pause and breathe and sit a spell.
{live inspired}
BC
image credit: paul massey
